Wednesday, February 11th, 2009 at 9:00 am  |  195 responses

Post Up: Bron’s Wasted 47

And Stephen Jackson with another big night.

by Holly MacKenzie

Buried within the comments yesterday was a comment that stuck out to me and of course, I feel like I have to address it. From Tarzan Cooper who upon hearing that I have never suited up and tightened my laces to hit the courts, was the suggestion that I am not in love with basketball, but am instead in love with being a fan of basketball. While I probably should let this be as it is an opinion and opinions are never really wrong, I am unable to and have been successfully baited into responding to this one.

I would agree 100% that I am madly in love with being a fan of this game. I love going to sports bars and rooting for my guys (unless of course, it is the Lakers, in which case, I go it alone with the exception of perhaps one person I can handle watching with), I love being able to have a topic to converse about with people wherever I am. I love how sports links us. I love getting swept up in playoff Sundays, late night Thursdays, Inside the NBA, SLAM, SI, ESPN The Magazine, HOOP, Handle and everything in between. I love loving the game.

Now, do not get it twisted. I will make it very clear that just because my love affair with this game has followed a different path than yours, it does not lessen my love or appreciation of it.  The notion that because I’ve never played for hours on end in the dead heat of summer I couldn’t understand the pure need to have basketball in my life? Four years of a university career I was a basketball manager. Was this a glamorous profession? Ask Lawrence Frank, I’m sure he’d agree with me. The furthest thing away from glamorous as you could get, but the closest you can get to the game when you don’t suit up yourself.

As part of that title, I washed laundry. Dirty, gross, basketball-sweat soaked laundry. Every. Single. Day. Of. The. Basketball. Season.

Sometimes twice a day if there were two-a-days over Christmas break or shootarounds and run throughs on game days.

In addition to the 2+ hours spent at practice six days out of the week before season starts, plus the hours spent nightly when it does, I’d average another two hours daily, doing laundry. Laundry that wasn’t my own. We all know how much college students love laundry. Most of us don’t do it until we go home on the weekends. That’s another thing. Going home. When given the choice between going home for Christmas vacation or staying at school to assist the team with practice, I chose the latter. Home for four days out of a possible two weeks and then back to school to get to work.

Most of my non-instructional hours during the day were either spent in coaches offices or on the court where a member of the coaching staff was going through a workout with someone else. When I had a question, I got an answer and it was by far the best decision I ever made as someone who IS in fact, in love with this game. Maybe not as a player, but definitely in love with the game.

Sure, I understand the essence of what was being challenged. I have never hit a game-winner, never stepped in for a charge, never felt solely responsible for a loss, nor partially responsible for a victory. I get it. I’ve never wiped sweat off of my brow because I was exhausted after pouring out my soul onto the court.

Instead, I pour out my soul each night, while the rest of the world is sleeping, as I share my thoughts with you all because it’s the only way I know how to be.

I’ve laughed and cried with a group of players during the course of a season. I’ve seen the delicate balance a coaching staff has to maintain between keeping athletes focused but not fearful of making mistakes. Of being confident but not overly cocky. Of keeping players within the system, but also teaching them how to make the simple play to ensure that at the end of the day, they are playing basketball.

I’ve had the joy in seeing firsthand how basketball imitates life and how boys can become young men, and young men become grown, as they learn life lessons from the game. Getting to see star players become humbled, role players rewarded, and the tutorials of life being taught within those 94 feet.

While my love is different than many of yours, it most certainly is love. Love of the game. Love of the logistics of the game. Love of the fans, the freedom that can be found for those 48 minutes when a game is on. The escape I can feel from everything, as long as my eyes are facing forward, everything else forgotten, or at the very least, put on hold.

People say all of the time that basketball is their first love. I am one of those people. Rather than just saying it though, I’ll tell you why. Of anything and everything I’ve encountered in my life, it is basketball that has taught me the most about my self and it is basketball that continues to provide experiences and lessons every step along the way.

When I think of my childhood, it’s a miracle of sorts that I found basketball. I like to think that the game found me. I grew up in a one-parent household where my mother to this day still does not understand what a foul is or why it isn’t cheating. She doesn’t have a clue how this game works. I don’t even think there WAS a basketball league available, besides the junior-high boys team at my high school that I helped coach. There were no asphalt courts, no banged up, torn nets. If Canada is a hockey country, my hometown could have served as the shrine.

I think my proudest moment in high school was when my coach left us when he had a job transfer and he called me personally to tell me that he appreciated my love for the game. That above all else I respected it and I acted as a sponge and as long as I did that, as long as I tried to soak up as much as I could from the people around me I wouldn’t ever have to give the game up. So far, he’s been right.

I could go on for pages, but I’m sure you’ve already had enough. If at the end of this little bball history of mine, my love is still challenged because I’ve loved from afar rather than experienced in in full, well, that is quite alright with me. At the end of the day, I am the game and the game is me. That’s my truth. Pure and simple, just like Ray Allen’s jumper.

Now, onto the action from last night.

Bron had 47 points in a one-point loss to the Pacers. He definitely didn’t look amused to see his Cavs drop their second straight, losing 96-95 to Danny Granger’s squad. This one went down the wire (and by down to the wire, I mean, lots of action happened with less than a second on the clock), and didn’t finish until Granger made a free throw with 0.2 seconds on the clock. While LeBron tied the game at 95 with two free throws of his own after the refs called a foul on the Cavaliers alley oop attempt with 0.8 seconds remaning, LeBron was the one to commit the foul on Granger and he was not happy about it. After Bron’s off-shooting night against the Lakers on Sunday, he hit 15-21 from the floor last night, but it wasn’t enough. Troy Murphy had 18 points and 15 rebounds for the Pacers while Granger shot only 5-18 for his 16 points. Mo Williams had 15 for the Cavs but shot only 7-18 from the floor and missed all five of his three-point attempts as the Cavs connected on only 6-21 from beyond the arc on the night.

Can someone explain to me what was with no Iverson but Rip still coming off of the bench?

The Wizards appeared to hang with the Hawks early on in their matchup last night, but Joe Johnson put in a strong effort, finishing with 22 points, 6 rebounds and 8 assists, to help Atlanta easily roll to the 111-90 victory. The Wizards were just sloppy, turning the ball over 17 times as compared to only 7 for the Hawks. Flip Murray continued his strong play, scoring 16 points off of the bench while Maurice Evans added 14. JaVale McGee had 18 points on 7-10 shooting to go with 11 rebounds off of the bench for Washington as Caron Butler scored 22 points and Antawn JamiBroking ankles regularly.son added 17 points and 12 rebounds in the loss.

The Nuggets rolled to an easy victory against the Heat last night, defeating them 99-82 in a game that wasn’t even that close. At the end of the first quarter, the Nuggets led 32-20 and they didn’t look back from there. Chauncey Billups scored 23 points for the Nuggets as Kenyon Martin scored 18 points and 10 rebounds and Carmelo Anthony added 19 and 9. Dwyane Wade scored 33 points for the Heat while Shawn Marion added 14. It was a tough night for the Heat offense and they had only 13 assists while turning the ball over 19 times. Eeek.

Those Spurs are tricky. I watched most of the first half of this game against the Nets and the two teams appeared to be battling, I thought we’d have a close one in the second and then suddenly, the Spurs were up 15. Of course. Damn you, Tim Duncan for being so consistent and for making me more scared than any other team, besides Boston. Outscoring the Nets 28-18 in the third, the Spurs had this one underwraps by the time the fourth quarter came rolling around. Duncan finished with 27/9/8 on the night as Matt Bonner scored 22 and Tony Parker added 20. The Nets were led by Vince Carter’s 25 points while Devin Harris scored 21 and Brook Lopez added 18 in the 108-93 Spurs victory.

The Raptors looked to be in danger of losing to the TWolves for awhile in the first half. Luckily for them, they turned it around. Had that dropped that one, man, I don’t know what this city would have done. Pretty sure Myles was at that one, so I’ll let him take it from here. I will say that Randy Foye is pretty good and Telfair is fun to watch… At least, he is against the Raptors D.

I may not end up watching much of the end of the Dallas/Sac game because I want to watch the Lakers and KD’s Thunder, but at the half, Shelden Williams has 14 points. Really.

Okay, that game is over, the Mavericks won 118-100 and Kidd finished with 15 and 12 while Josh Howard and Antoine Wright each scored 23 and Dirk Nowitzki added 21. Williams finished with 15 points on 5-6 shooting as Kevin Martin added 18 in the loss.

The Lakers let the Thunder hang around until the final quarter of their game last night, then decided to get serious and go on to the victory. Still, the Thunder put up a good fight, enough to scare the Lakers a little bit, just not quite good enough. Kobe finished with 34 points on his way to 23,000 (really, gah, makes me feel like he’s getting too old!), Pau Gasol scored 20 to go with 14 rebounds and Lamar Odom had 12 points to go with 18 rebounds. The stars for the Thunder were Russell Westbrook, finishing with 17 points, 9 rebounds, 7 assists and 2 steals and Kevin Durant added 31 and 10.

Don’t look now, but the Golden State Warriors have their core and they are balling. Last night they blew out the Knicks 144-126 and Stephen Jackson again put together a fantastic line, this time dropping 35/6/10 on New York. Monta Ellis seemed to find his touch, finishing with 17 points as the Warriors overcame a 25-point, 11-rebound night from David Lee and 24 points from Al Harrington, back in his old stomping grounds. Even with the Knicks down 20, Lee was still in the game with 51.3 seconds remaining. Not sure what that was about. 144 points in regulation. Wow.

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  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    Tarzan being a fan and a player you go through similar emotions when your team is coming back from a defecit and blowing a team out. And crossing someone, and getting the crowd to ooh and ahh has to be very very similar to holly writing a good post up and all the commentators telling her she did a good job. Its the same thing, blatant recognition for a job well done, the difference is physical and mental. And to write about basketball you don’t have to experience the physical.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com/ TADOne

    What is your definition of a good game, Myung? I’ll be happy with a W, regardless of how ugly it is. I never thought I would see this day this season. Ugh. As for 1st Round preview: “PLAYOFFS?! YOU’RE TALKING PLAYOFFS??!! PLAYOFFS!!!!!!!!!!!!?

  • sab

    great comment myung………. i don’t think people would stick up for Holly nearly as much if she was a man. i don’t think people would stick up for Holly AT ALL if she was a man. people would see the writing for what it is. Albie – take your point – i keep coming back here, hoping that the potential has been tapped and an awesome website has been made… but now, we just keep getting the same 15-20 people having their personal discussions and thinking they’re Kings of the Message Boards.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    I actually was granted a crown, sab…..it’s gold…has about 40 different jewels on it….fits pretty good….I kind of feel like Flavor Flav when I wear it to the mall.

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    WTF is a message board then? Its where you can post your personal opinion to people who can give you feedback. Your concept is all messed up

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    Eboy got me rollin

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    :)

  • sab

    how many basketball fans do you estimate there are in the world? how many SLAM subscribers? how many regular contributors to the messageboard? ahhhhhh (watches the penny drop). Kill the outsider!!!

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    How many people know slam has a message board? How many people even read the message board?
    What do you expect to happen, without regulars NOONE would post. It especially good for the website to have REGULARS not 6000 random people that visit the site once in a while to see if its reached its “potential.” Whatever potential you were expecting is beyond me though

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    Maybe the 20 of us regulars just love the game more than everyone else.

  • sab

    i’m guessing a lot of things are beyond you nbk… your brain doesn’t seem especially large… the potential i’m talking about would, pretty obviously, be a global community of many fans exchanging intelligent views. as opposed to 20 people talking to each other, throwing insults and praising terrible writing… that’s just me, realise you’re probably happy with this current situation, as you finally feel important somewhere…

  • sab

    co-sign Eboy hahaha please can i join your gang :-(

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    sab….perhaps you’ve never SLAM the magazine then. The day SLAM sticks to some structured, white collar reporting that you seem to crave and ditches it’s “street” grassroots, funny, insulting approach it’s had since it’s inception is the day you’ll be happy with it’s content and probably won’t have to deal with people that throw insults and praise “terrible” writers, because we’ll all be gone from here.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    *never read. And I wasn’t trying to be insulting, sab…giving you an actual response to your thoughts.

  • Myung

    BTW, Tad, my definition of a good game: Stuckey and Horford play well (for my fantasy team’s sake), and the Hawks win a close game (I don’t really enjoy watching blow-out’s). I have my biases.

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    Sab- Obviously you dont understand how a successful business works, if something works you don’t totally change it and risk losing all your current business. But maybe thats past you and your giant brain.

  • sab

    ta eboy, appreciated, but i was with Slam from back-in-the-day until maybe 3 years ago when it went wack (just an opinion). don’t have the time to trawl the internet for blogs so this will do, but it’s the 4th or 5th time i’ve read through a “post-up”, thought “what the heck”, and then read loads of praise. it’s seriously……. weird. i honestly don’t think she’d get such support if she were a man. “just an opinion”. i don’t think this is street, grassroots, funny and insulting. i think it’s “talk about me, talk about the Lakers, point out there were other games too apparently, make some mistakes”…. anyway, bedtime in Europe (rolls eyes at the inevitable “he’s only from Europe, his opinions don’t count”)

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    And tryin to insult someone after saying your sick of reading message boards where people express there opinions and insult one another is total hypocritical bs and makes you no different then the rest of us. Your highness.

  • Candice

    I didn’t know I thought I was the king(queen) of anything or anyone else for that matter. I just like getting in discussions with certain people.Not our fault that no one else posts here. If someone wants to post here, it’s no one stopping them. When I first found this site, I just read everything at first. Then one day I decided to join in the fun and the regulars welcomed me with open arms.

  • sab

    nbk – have to run that one by me again. what’s the business, what’s working? presumably this website, and the “working” would be the advertising revenue it generates, i guess? i’ve gotta say, you and your little friends’ discussions don’t really contribute to that. sorry. indeed, they could probably generate more advertising revenue if they made the messageboards more accessible. (for example, the eternally irritating “you’ve got one day to comment on a story or it’s GONE FOREVER!”)……. i try to see things from others’ perspectives, so here goes – is your opinion “the article may be garbage, and our discussion praising her and talking about levels of love of basketball may be bizarre and only involve a few regulars, but i like it, so **** the world, i rule” ?

  • Candice

    @Tad, I’m on your side tonight. The Bull’s are off tonight so tonight I’ll cheer for the Piston’s simply beacuse they need a win in the biggest way. Is Stuckey playing tonight?

  • sab

    Candice – i’ve read for a while too, didn’t clock you as a regular, sorry if you felt tarnished by my umbrella term. TADone did respond to my first comment by calling me a Loser, so i did not feel so welcome at expressing my opinion… indeed, a couple of people getting awful defensive at what is, after all, just an alternative opinion… sorry, i just don’t conform…

  • sab

    “Not our fault that no one else posts here” – kinda sums up so much of what i’m saying…

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    For one, the contributing that matters is more or less on the contests page. That is where the people on the message boards actually matter.
    And I don’t know about anyone else but I did not defend holly’s writing, I defended the FACT that you can love and know the game without playing it.
    I don’t know about everyone else but I am not into journalism as much as I am into basketball, and this website/magazine is the ONLY place you can go and get the opinions of others who have a similar “love” for the game. The fact that the post ups invlolve regulars is not something that should upset you, because a casual fan will hardly care about anything other then the big stories. And when those big stories do happen the board is not as same person dominant as the regular posts.

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    And the fact that your in Europe has a little to do with you only reading when the regulars are posting. The regulars being people who can use a computer while working is not an overwhelming number, hence not an overwhelming number of contributors. In europe it must be like 3 am when the majority of people jump on the boards and say what they say. But then again a vast majority of contributors are high school kids who wouldn’t know good journalism anyway

  • Candice

    @Sab, conform at what? I don’t see what you see. I see all types of people on here posting with different pov’s. Seriously it all it comes down to this: if you you don’t like it then don’t read it or visit the site no more. No reason to complain about it. You can fix the problem. Also I think I’m vaguely remember your first post and it didn’t come off as welcoming.

  • http://www.dinonationblog.com James Borbath AkA The Dino Blogger

    Holly has a great love of the sport and is one of the most positive people I read on a daily basis. I happened to have met her before I ever read a thing she had written. In meeting her I could tell instantly how much she loves the game. Personally why she felt the need to defend that is beyond me. It is clear in every word she writes. Haters, Hate and Doers, Do. Holly is a doer even if that is not a proper word. Keep doing what you do.

  • http://idunkonthem.blogspot.com/ albie1kenobi

    3 points to sab:
    1) I WOULD defend the writer of this article whether it’s a male or female. it’s a background story about how a person pay the dues to be as close and as involved with something the person loves with a passion. that gets my respect regardless of sex, race, age, whatever.
    2) don’t newspapers and magazines have opinion/editorial sections other than regular reporting? this site does report with a little more “color” than other magazines/sites, but there’s no publication that can be 100% absolutely un-bias, because everything involves some sort of perspective.
    3) as for the global community thing, i believe we have a few regulars from Australia, a good handful from Europe, and some from S. America. there are even some commentators from Asia sprinkled in. and I completely don’t understand your issue with having regulars. hmm, aren’t teams made up of starters, stars, and role players? what kind of team would it be if everyone is a role player? there’s always going to be someone who step up and perform more than others. that goes beyond sports, that’s everything in life.

  • http://www.lkz.ch Darksaber

    You tell him, albie. us unfortunate, egoistic regulars are such a pathetic, insulting bunch, we need to repent, in sab’s eyes. Oh wait, like i give a rat’s anus what some guy has to say regarding my commenting status or content. Like Candice said, “don’t like, don’t read”. And being from europe has no influence in the proceedings here, i played that game since day one of slamonline.

  • http://www.kicksonfire.com Anton

    Mo just dropped 44 points and 7 assists on the Suns.
    Oh wait, are we still arguing?

  • http://oytun.co.uk oytun

    Sure you love the game Hollie, but do you truely understand it?

    -Do you know the pain in your chest you get at the end of the game when you’ve been busting your balls the whole game on both sides of the floor?

    -Do you know that feeling of embarassment you get when someone totally blows by you?

    -Do you know about the pressure you feel at the freethrow line with the game on the line, or the intensity of being under full court pressure, a double team, a trap?

    -Do you know about the challenges of leading a team on the floor, and managing egos, calling the right plays?

    Sure you can guess these things, but you won’t truely understand it until you have lived it.

    The same way I won’t truely understand what going to war and fighting for your life is until I’ve been in the military.

    No amount of dirty laundry washing or watching war movies can change that for us.

    However that doesn’t mean you can’t do a good job in your own niche – as you have been doing. But just don’t assume it’s negligible.

  • http://slamonline.com Russ Bengtson

    I guess no one’s ever written properly on death or dying since all those jerks were still alive. I can’t believe this happened.

  • http://www.lkz.ch Darksaber

    Wow, Deron William seems to be healing up nicely. 5 games in a row with 30+ points? Taking the Lakers down a notch? Can i get an amen when i state that Deron is just as good as the other pointgod everyone gushes about over there in n’awlins? Anyone?

  • http://oytun.co.uk oytun

    Yes no one’s truely written on death. Dying – now that’s another story. I like looking at pictures, but will I be able to understand photography as much as someone who’s studied the ins and outs of shadows, color contrast, light balance etc…? There’s no reason to take it personally or to heart, because most times it won’t affect whatever you’re writing. But if I told a war hero “Hey, I know just as much as you do about war, I’ve seen Saving Private Ryan 40 times…” you can begin to understand my meaning I hope.

  • http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXuolMTzuz0 Nbk

    Where does she imply anywhere that she knows what the players are going through on a competitive level? And the fact that your chalking it up to sex is a total cop-out, if Lawrence Frank was writing for Slam before he hit the coaching circuit and you ignorant people bashed him because of a lack of experience and then went on to see him coach in the NBA while your still watching the games what would you have said to him then? The real question is would you be questioning her level of experience if Holly were not female? I know the opposite has been asked about us defending her, but what has even illicited these comments?

  • http://oytun.co.uk oytun

    This has nothing to do with the sex of the person, but everything to do with the experience of a person. Holly didnt say she knew as much as anyone – I took the conversation there because I thought it was interesting area to discuss. You really honestly don’t think that having first hand experience in something will help you understand that subject better. For years I studied business, followed news, read books and case studies but all that meant nothing until I actually got into a company and actually started working. Imagine a 22 year old business graduate writing seriously about business – can you not see the limitations of what he can write about and be taken seriously?

  • lg

    All the Holly haters on this thread don’t seem to understand something. Holly is a great writer; I’m sure she’d be great at covering presidential debates or stamp collecting. Knowing how to write clearly, effectively and confidently is a skill honed over time, with much practice. Just like, hmm, basketball. Most of the comments bashing her “basketball experience or knowledge” are written so poorly and without any logic behind them. It makes me wonder if they were typed out completely by thumb – one on the keyboard and one up the ass.

  • http://www.hibachi20.blogspot.com Hursty

    So my feelings on this:
    Your understanding of a concept is almost always affected by context.
    Look at Holly’s- 1 parent home, Canada, hockey town.
    Now look at many others: America, basketball town, male.
    If Holly were a male she likely would have been able to access more basketball type lifestyle traits. She may have played on a youth team and then a junior varsity team or something.
    How many girls do you see playing ball on a concrete court? Now how many men?
    Love is still love.
    Regardless of its source. Hers is just different to mine- or yours- or the next man or woman. If she’d been brought up in Indiana, she’d have played basketball most likely. Then you’d never have heard of her. Her path would’ve been different.
    Her path is different to that of mine, or Cliff’s, or Russ’s, Lang’s or Dargas.
    You know what though? That path leads to the same destination- the basketball court.
    You don’t have to have played the game to understand its complexities. So be it. Deal with it.
    Never missed a game winner? Ok. Never blocked a breakaway lay-up? Thats fine too.
    Now read what Holly did write. She washed clothes- not her siblings, or parents, or childrens- but those of others. For hours and hours. How many of you have cleaned a teams uniforms for free for 6 months? How many of you have helped to coach a team in ANY level? How many weeks did you spend with people purely for the love of it- over family? Over friends? C’mon.
    How DARE you undermine someone’s love for something that breaks down barriers- gender, culture, economic, race.
    You have no right.
    Her love is different. But just as passionate, just as strong. Maybe more so?
    I accept that my understanding of ‘love’ of the game is different to that of everyone else’s here. And that’s fine. It really is.
    ‘Your smile girl brings the morning light to my eyes’- Bruce Springsteen.
    Peace.

  • Krishan

    I come to these posts for the articles, not the comments. For all I care, you guys and Bar Refaeli can suck my d*ck.

  • Krishan

    That’s a lie of course. The comments can often times be as good as the articles. I just wanted to sound off how OMFGHOT Bar Refaeli is.

  • http://www.lkz.ch Darksaber

    Leo fricking Decaprio is my nemesis (JT being a close second) strung Gisele along for years, now he’s “manhandling” the incredible Bar? Christ!

  • http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXuolMTzuz0 Nbk

    I hope Tarzan reads what Hursty wrote, little moron

  • http://oytun.co.uk oytun

    “You don’t have to have played the game to understand its complexities. So be it. Deal with it”. Sorry, that’s where I just have to disagree. I don’t have to ever have played chess to understand its complexities? What about a stockbroker, mountain climber, world leader? In each of those cases I rather read someone who knows exactly what they are talking about instead of someone who enjoys it from afar. Perhaps it’s just my personal preference… And if you think that basketball isn’t that complex to merit such attention, then I guess you are the type who looks at a box score and think you’ve watched the whole game.

  • NC

    The fact that you have to defend yourself is RIDICULOUS!!! By Tarzan’s logic does he understand and appreciate the game like Maravich or Erving did? Should he even be commenting then? Everyone has a slightly (to immensely) different feeling due to their experiences sure, but LOVE and appreciation are not related to strength of conviction in my mind.

  • NC

    Sorry … love IS related to strength of conviction. Life long love and experience following the game is just as powerful as having played.

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