Wednesday, February 11th, 2009 at 9:00 am  |  195 responses

Post Up: Bron’s Wasted 47

And Stephen Jackson with another big night.

by Holly MacKenzie

Buried within the comments yesterday was a comment that stuck out to me and of course, I feel like I have to address it. From Tarzan Cooper who upon hearing that I have never suited up and tightened my laces to hit the courts, was the suggestion that I am not in love with basketball, but am instead in love with being a fan of basketball. While I probably should let this be as it is an opinion and opinions are never really wrong, I am unable to and have been successfully baited into responding to this one.

I would agree 100% that I am madly in love with being a fan of this game. I love going to sports bars and rooting for my guys (unless of course, it is the Lakers, in which case, I go it alone with the exception of perhaps one person I can handle watching with), I love being able to have a topic to converse about with people wherever I am. I love how sports links us. I love getting swept up in playoff Sundays, late night Thursdays, Inside the NBA, SLAM, SI, ESPN The Magazine, HOOP, Handle and everything in between. I love loving the game.

Now, do not get it twisted. I will make it very clear that just because my love affair with this game has followed a different path than yours, it does not lessen my love or appreciation of it.  The notion that because I’ve never played for hours on end in the dead heat of summer I couldn’t understand the pure need to have basketball in my life? Four years of a university career I was a basketball manager. Was this a glamorous profession? Ask Lawrence Frank, I’m sure he’d agree with me. The furthest thing away from glamorous as you could get, but the closest you can get to the game when you don’t suit up yourself.

As part of that title, I washed laundry. Dirty, gross, basketball-sweat soaked laundry. Every. Single. Day. Of. The. Basketball. Season.

Sometimes twice a day if there were two-a-days over Christmas break or shootarounds and run throughs on game days.

In addition to the 2+ hours spent at practice six days out of the week before season starts, plus the hours spent nightly when it does, I’d average another two hours daily, doing laundry. Laundry that wasn’t my own. We all know how much college students love laundry. Most of us don’t do it until we go home on the weekends. That’s another thing. Going home. When given the choice between going home for Christmas vacation or staying at school to assist the team with practice, I chose the latter. Home for four days out of a possible two weeks and then back to school to get to work.

Most of my non-instructional hours during the day were either spent in coaches offices or on the court where a member of the coaching staff was going through a workout with someone else. When I had a question, I got an answer and it was by far the best decision I ever made as someone who IS in fact, in love with this game. Maybe not as a player, but definitely in love with the game.

Sure, I understand the essence of what was being challenged. I have never hit a game-winner, never stepped in for a charge, never felt solely responsible for a loss, nor partially responsible for a victory. I get it. I’ve never wiped sweat off of my brow because I was exhausted after pouring out my soul onto the court.

Instead, I pour out my soul each night, while the rest of the world is sleeping, as I share my thoughts with you all because it’s the only way I know how to be.

I’ve laughed and cried with a group of players during the course of a season. I’ve seen the delicate balance a coaching staff has to maintain between keeping athletes focused but not fearful of making mistakes. Of being confident but not overly cocky. Of keeping players within the system, but also teaching them how to make the simple play to ensure that at the end of the day, they are playing basketball.

I’ve had the joy in seeing firsthand how basketball imitates life and how boys can become young men, and young men become grown, as they learn life lessons from the game. Getting to see star players become humbled, role players rewarded, and the tutorials of life being taught within those 94 feet.

While my love is different than many of yours, it most certainly is love. Love of the game. Love of the logistics of the game. Love of the fans, the freedom that can be found for those 48 minutes when a game is on. The escape I can feel from everything, as long as my eyes are facing forward, everything else forgotten, or at the very least, put on hold.

People say all of the time that basketball is their first love. I am one of those people. Rather than just saying it though, I’ll tell you why. Of anything and everything I’ve encountered in my life, it is basketball that has taught me the most about my self and it is basketball that continues to provide experiences and lessons every step along the way.

When I think of my childhood, it’s a miracle of sorts that I found basketball. I like to think that the game found me. I grew up in a one-parent household where my mother to this day still does not understand what a foul is or why it isn’t cheating. She doesn’t have a clue how this game works. I don’t even think there WAS a basketball league available, besides the junior-high boys team at my high school that I helped coach. There were no asphalt courts, no banged up, torn nets. If Canada is a hockey country, my hometown could have served as the shrine.

I think my proudest moment in high school was when my coach left us when he had a job transfer and he called me personally to tell me that he appreciated my love for the game. That above all else I respected it and I acted as a sponge and as long as I did that, as long as I tried to soak up as much as I could from the people around me I wouldn’t ever have to give the game up. So far, he’s been right.

I could go on for pages, but I’m sure you’ve already had enough. If at the end of this little bball history of mine, my love is still challenged because I’ve loved from afar rather than experienced in in full, well, that is quite alright with me. At the end of the day, I am the game and the game is me. That’s my truth. Pure and simple, just like Ray Allen’s jumper.

Now, onto the action from last night.

Bron had 47 points in a one-point loss to the Pacers. He definitely didn’t look amused to see his Cavs drop their second straight, losing 96-95 to Danny Granger’s squad. This one went down the wire (and by down to the wire, I mean, lots of action happened with less than a second on the clock), and didn’t finish until Granger made a free throw with 0.2 seconds on the clock. While LeBron tied the game at 95 with two free throws of his own after the refs called a foul on the Cavaliers alley oop attempt with 0.8 seconds remaning, LeBron was the one to commit the foul on Granger and he was not happy about it. After Bron’s off-shooting night against the Lakers on Sunday, he hit 15-21 from the floor last night, but it wasn’t enough. Troy Murphy had 18 points and 15 rebounds for the Pacers while Granger shot only 5-18 for his 16 points. Mo Williams had 15 for the Cavs but shot only 7-18 from the floor and missed all five of his three-point attempts as the Cavs connected on only 6-21 from beyond the arc on the night.

Can someone explain to me what was with no Iverson but Rip still coming off of the bench?

The Wizards appeared to hang with the Hawks early on in their matchup last night, but Joe Johnson put in a strong effort, finishing with 22 points, 6 rebounds and 8 assists, to help Atlanta easily roll to the 111-90 victory. The Wizards were just sloppy, turning the ball over 17 times as compared to only 7 for the Hawks. Flip Murray continued his strong play, scoring 16 points off of the bench while Maurice Evans added 14. JaVale McGee had 18 points on 7-10 shooting to go with 11 rebounds off of the bench for Washington as Caron Butler scored 22 points and Antawn JamiBroking ankles regularly.son added 17 points and 12 rebounds in the loss.

The Nuggets rolled to an easy victory against the Heat last night, defeating them 99-82 in a game that wasn’t even that close. At the end of the first quarter, the Nuggets led 32-20 and they didn’t look back from there. Chauncey Billups scored 23 points for the Nuggets as Kenyon Martin scored 18 points and 10 rebounds and Carmelo Anthony added 19 and 9. Dwyane Wade scored 33 points for the Heat while Shawn Marion added 14. It was a tough night for the Heat offense and they had only 13 assists while turning the ball over 19 times. Eeek.

Those Spurs are tricky. I watched most of the first half of this game against the Nets and the two teams appeared to be battling, I thought we’d have a close one in the second and then suddenly, the Spurs were up 15. Of course. Damn you, Tim Duncan for being so consistent and for making me more scared than any other team, besides Boston. Outscoring the Nets 28-18 in the third, the Spurs had this one underwraps by the time the fourth quarter came rolling around. Duncan finished with 27/9/8 on the night as Matt Bonner scored 22 and Tony Parker added 20. The Nets were led by Vince Carter’s 25 points while Devin Harris scored 21 and Brook Lopez added 18 in the 108-93 Spurs victory.

The Raptors looked to be in danger of losing to the TWolves for awhile in the first half. Luckily for them, they turned it around. Had that dropped that one, man, I don’t know what this city would have done. Pretty sure Myles was at that one, so I’ll let him take it from here. I will say that Randy Foye is pretty good and Telfair is fun to watch… At least, he is against the Raptors D.

I may not end up watching much of the end of the Dallas/Sac game because I want to watch the Lakers and KD’s Thunder, but at the half, Shelden Williams has 14 points. Really.

Okay, that game is over, the Mavericks won 118-100 and Kidd finished with 15 and 12 while Josh Howard and Antoine Wright each scored 23 and Dirk Nowitzki added 21. Williams finished with 15 points on 5-6 shooting as Kevin Martin added 18 in the loss.

The Lakers let the Thunder hang around until the final quarter of their game last night, then decided to get serious and go on to the victory. Still, the Thunder put up a good fight, enough to scare the Lakers a little bit, just not quite good enough. Kobe finished with 34 points on his way to 23,000 (really, gah, makes me feel like he’s getting too old!), Pau Gasol scored 20 to go with 14 rebounds and Lamar Odom had 12 points to go with 18 rebounds. The stars for the Thunder were Russell Westbrook, finishing with 17 points, 9 rebounds, 7 assists and 2 steals and Kevin Durant added 31 and 10.

Don’t look now, but the Golden State Warriors have their core and they are balling. Last night they blew out the Knicks 144-126 and Stephen Jackson again put together a fantastic line, this time dropping 35/6/10 on New York. Monta Ellis seemed to find his touch, finishing with 17 points as the Warriors overcame a 25-point, 11-rebound night from David Lee and 24 points from Al Harrington, back in his old stomping grounds. Even with the Knicks down 20, Lee was still in the game with 51.3 seconds remaining. Not sure what that was about. 144 points in regulation. Wow.

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  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com/ TADOne

    The Pistons are like an episode of “Lost”, they don’t make any f*cking sense anymore.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com/ TADOne

    Myles should be along shortly to blast my analogy.

  • Myung

    I had your back in the comments section yesterday, Holly, and I enjoy your work. That being said, I sometimes think you’re a little too thin skinned compared to some of the other writers on SLAMonline. If you’re an aspiring journalist, then you probably need to let some things slide off you a little more than you do. Just making an observation and offering some constructive criticism. Take it for what it’s worth.

  • Candice

    Thanks .Eboy she was real cool. Hopefully tomorrow game on TNT will be good.

  • sab

    “Was this a glamorous profession? Ask Lawrence Frank, I’m sure he’d agree with me. The furthest thing away from glamorous as you could get”… what. the. ****. that last part isn’t even in English. jeeeeeezus – are you guys all just being nice to her because she’s a little girl and you think she might sleep with you??? typical self-serving “it’s all about me” stuff – can you please just tell us what happened, try to make as few mistakes as possible, and keep your Laker-loving to a minimum – then i might appreciate this column

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com/ TADOne

    Yeah, you have uncovered our true intentions sab. Loser.

  • Jackie Moon

    @eboy – Earl Manigualt played high school ball, or some other form of organized ball, didn’t he?

  • Candice

    Not saying that the males in my family don’t like sports.But all I saw growing up was my mom and my aunts watching sports. My father has alsmost every Bull playoff game from the late 80′s to 98 on VHS but he never really sat and watched a game until he knew for sure they won.

  • Candice

    Thanks ciolkstar.

  • Jackie Moon

    @seppo – I have no doubt that Lang would outplay Henry in a game of basketball. This is mostly based on the fact that Lang played varsity high school ball, and I saw video of Henry at Thorpe’s bball camp.

  • sab

    TAD – can’t see any other explanation for the outpouring of praise after another 1000-word error-laden self-serving diatribe… love the game? write about it then, please!!!!

  • http://www.alllooksame.com Tarzan Cooper

    wow, i certainly didnt expect this. for clarification purposes, holly is obviously passionate about all things basketball. in short, she loves watching, writing about, and discussing the game. in my view, in order to be truly in love with basketball, you have to play it, and at least be more than average. playing once a week with friends doesnt cut it. you must have a burning desire inside to hoop. have you ever known it was going to rain, and the sky foreshadowed the precipitation, but you absolutely had to get some run in that day?

  • http://coco-vents.blogspot.com Co Co

    Seppo said “I personally think that basketball writers who have played the game – no matter at what level -are often more knowledgeable and insightful than those who haven´t”
    Ummm I’d like to challenge that. Have you seen Jamal Mashburn on television ever?
    Have you listened to Reggie Miller ever? And this is off subject, but Emmitt Smith……..
    My point is just because you played the particular sport, it doesn’t mean you are more qualified to talk about it. Not everyone is able to gracefully put into words their thoughts and opinions on things they may have first hand knowledge about. I think Holly is great at writing about basketball period. That is all.

  • http://coco-vents.blogspot.com Co Co

    Tarzan do you think all of the writers for Slam are playing basketball several days per week?? Um, they aren’t.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com/ TADOne

    Different levels of love, Tarzan.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    I love basketball more than the last three commenters. That is all. :)

  • http://myspace.com/arodakaroman and1ballermj2350

    Love of the game…how can you question that? uhg, some ppl are ignorant. Yeah, Bron nron didn’t look too happy after that game. Granger is a beast!

    Go (robot) Spurs!!

  • http://www.alllooksame.com Tarzan Cooper

    coco, of course not, they arent hoopers.
    tad, thats my whole point.

  • http://www.kicksonfire.com Anton

    Tarzan is a virgin so he can’t appreciate p0rn.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    You know…..this argument (is that what this has become?) is becoming more interesting. I don’t know how many times I’ve heard people say (including myself and about 85% of the commenters here) “how would you know….have you ever PLAYED the game?” It’s a common response when someone questions a players ability in the lig. It is a valid argument….in certain situations…..although in Holly’s it’s odd….it’s kind of a wash, because she is so obsessed with the game and all it’s branchs and she is as knowledgable as anyone about the game….even though she can’t truly put herself in Lebron’s shoes…Kobe’s shoes….Shaq’s….whoever. Well, they’re not wearing stiletto’s so that’s out….but whatever.

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    Tarzan from the crazy things I have seen you say you don’t seem to play basketball as much as you want the writers too. You sound like a hypocrit

  • http://www.alllooksame.com Tarzan Cooper

    wtf is anton and nbk talking about? nbk, how can you say i dont seem to play basketball?

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    From the rediculous crap that you say, you do not seem to be someone who has a “desire” to play the game even if they see a storm coming. haha which doesn’t prove anything because I had that desire when I was 6 but that didn’t make me any more knowledgable about the game.

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    Anyways I would rather listen to someone who majored in basketball in college over someone who plays in a park when its raining.

  • http://idunkonthem.blogspot.com/ albie1kenobi

    i can’t believe there are actually people who critize Holly for pouring her heart out. the SLAM writers here treat basketball as a life style, not merely see it as a job. if you really dislike it that much, why did you even bother to read it AND comment? go have your faceless reporting at ESPN.
    Holly, at the same time, i agree with Myung. thick skin is very much a requirement in the media. i’m sure you’ll get there, because it’s for the love of the game.
    and to Tarzan, just because people doesn’t have the natural ability or the time to hone their basketball skills to be an above average player, that doesn’t mean their love of the game should be discounted. and that goes for all things in life. for example, just because i can’t afford a nice camera and doesn’t know enough about photography to take good pictures don’t mean that i don’t love and appreciate seeing beautiful pictures.

  • http://www.alllooksame.com Tarzan Cooper

    nbk, that means you really enjoyed playing the game right?

  • Myung

    What up, Albie! Long time. BTW, don’t start throwing those analogies at Tarzan. I threw a couple out yesterday (movies and kicks), and he said they didn’t relate to basketball.

  • Myung

    Oh, and one more thing… as much as I disagree with Tarzan’s view, he’s certainly entitled to his opinion (and I know other people who share his view). I’m not sure he deserves to be bashed, just because he shared an unpopular view. I don’t agree with you, bro, but I’m not mad at you. I’ll admit that when Holly said she’s never played before, I was a little shocked too. It doesn’t diminish her hoops love, but it was still a little surprising. I guess I just assume (stupidly perhaps) that everyone on here loves to play ball.

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    Always have but I am not stupid enough to think that just because I have played basketball competitive, in the rain, recreationally, that does not mean I know more then someone who has been involved with basketball in every way except playing. You discrediting Holly’s love for the game of basketball because you have played and didn’t get anywhere, and she never played and IS somewhere is downright ignorant. She would not be holding a job for a basketball magazine if she didn’t love the game. You can’t put your whole professional life into something that involves the opinions of others to decide your success if you don’t LOVE and KNOW what your talking about through and through. Unless your name is Sean Deveney (he may know what he is talking about sometimes but that guy is in it for the paycheck not the sport and i can’t respect that)

  • Myung

    sab is another story.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    I knew Holly didn’t play from like the first moment she became a SLAM intern/writer/Snow Queen. Is that odd that I rememberd that?

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    And I am not bashing you for having an opinion, I am merely trying to correct your wrong assumption. For two reasons….first- don’t assume, you know what they say…and second your wrong, and that is never an ok thing to let go without atleast trying to fix it

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    *remember. Is it odd that I had three “that”‘s in one seven word sentence?

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    nbk trying to correct someone is like Stephon Marbury giving someone pick up lines.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com/ TADOne

    Here is the thing: Yes, I see Tarzan’s view, although I do think it is a bit short-sighted. I tend to think you wouldn’t have the knowledge of the game or how hard a certain move is or how intricate certain plays are drawn up or how to set an exact screen or how to properly box out unless you have played the game. You can understand the concept, but not as well as someone who has actually sweated thru a practice. However, just because you may not have the playing knowledge of someone does not mean you don’t have the love of that sport just like that person. Again, Holly may not have first-hand playing knowledge, but just the fact she helped coach and was a team manager still makes her very knowledgeable. Love is love.

  • http://www.alllooksame.com Tarzan Cooper

    nbk, youre putting words in my mouth. i never discredited holly. i never said that because i play i know more than other people. im sure i do know more than other people but its not because i play, its because i follow the league very closely. ive just said that to me, hollys love for the game isnt as real as people who play it all the time. you can write, report, post up all you want, but if you dont play you wont be able to describe the feeling of coming back from a large deficit, or how it feels to cross someone, or get crossed, etc. etc.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com/ TADOne

    Not for you, E.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    I get Tarzan’s point of view….I think he’s worded it incorrectly is all and it’s thrown people into a tizzy.

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com Eboy

    Go find a coach, TAD.

  • Myung

    I actually tend to agree with that, Tarzan. I just think you worded things in a harsh way yesterday. If you had perhaps chosen different words, your comments wouldn’t be inspiration behind today’s Post Up. :-)

  • http://ittakesanationofmillionstoholdthissac.blogspot.com ciolkstar

    Tarzan is a moron. According to his rules nobody who didn’t play D1 ball “loves the game”. I actually can’t believe everyone has dignified his ridiculous supposition with two days of comments/responses.

  • http://ittakesanationofmillionstoholdthissac.blogspot.com ciolkstar

    E could ANY one of us, no matter how good we thought we were in HS, REALLY put ourselves in LeBron/Kobe/etc’s shoes? I seriously think not…

  • Myung

    This is basically the “Robin Williams vs. Matt Damon” scene when Robin Williams dresses down Damon in Good Will Hunting, no?

  • http://www.shawn-kemps-offspring.blogspot.com/ TADOne

    Very nice, Myung. Now, I do hope I can come back here tomorrow and say my Pistons beat your Hawks.

  • http://www.kicksonfire.com Anton

    ciolkstar, we can all put ourselves in LeBron and Kobe’s shoes…for a couple of hundred bucks.

  • http://idunkonthem.blogspot.com/ albie1kenobi

    Myung, good to see you here today too. I missed yesterday fun fest, i suppose. I don’t even have time to go back to read it. i believe we are arguing about definition again (this time is “love of basketball”) which will get us nowhere. but yeah, who’s the “robin williams” and “matt damon” here? i actually missed that analogy, shame to admit. (and i LOVE that monologue right in front of the lake, possibly my most favorite ever)

  • Myung

    I’m thinking Holly is Matt Damon and Tarzan is Robin Williams. Of course Tarzan shot down my movie analogy yesterday, so it would be hypocritical of him to endorse this particular analogy, even though in some ways, I’m sort of taking his side for a change.

  • http://allday-fadeaway.blogspot.com nbk

    For Tarzan to be Robin Williams wouldn’t he have to be atleast somewhat logical? He would have a point if Holly was trying to tell someone what things work on the court compared to others but she is not a strategist. It honestly makes no sense to say someone can’t actually love something unless they’ve actually done it. Thats like saying you don’t love the person your marrying unless you two have already done it (sex). Even though that is “wrong” by religious standards. It sounds like a double standard, Holly has “married” her professional career to basketball without ever even playing it. Same as marrying a person without knowing what they are like under the sheets.

  • http://idunkonthem.blogspot.com/ albie1kenobi

    interesting. i’ll have to think about that for a moment. =)

  • Myung

    Tad, should be a good game. We should have our starting 5 intact tonight (I know we had them together last night, but it’s been a rare occurrence). No excuses. Eastern Conference 1st round preview?

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