At one point during his career, Stephon Marbury was one of the biggest superstars in the NBA. But when it all came crashing down, Steph—now a big star once again, this time in China—says he struggled with depression and even considered suicide. That revelation comes from an HBO Real Sports episode that will air on Tuesday. Details, from ESPN:
Former NBA All-Star Stephon Marbury said the combination of his struggling basketball career, his failing “Starbury” sneaker company and the death of his father in 2007 led to a downward spiral that resulted in suicidal thoughts in 2009.
“I wanted to die,” Marbury said in an interview on HBO’s “Real Sports with Bryant Gumbel” that will air Tuesday night. “I wanted to kill myself some days. I did. … It wasn’t about basketball. It started to become about me. Because I was that depressed and I was that sick.”
Marbury, 37, last played in the NBA in 2009 with the Boston Celtics, but he came under fire during his stint with the New York Knicks from 2004 to 2009 after reported feuds with coaches Larry Brown and Isiah Thomas.
As Marbury’s on-court production with the Knicks dipped, so too did the earnings of his sneaker company.
“When everything went on with the Knicks, and, you know, my father passed on, the [Starbury] brand was — it was basically losing life slowly,” Marbury told “Real Sports.” “And I was watching it. And I think that was hurting me more than seeing my basketball career going in the direction that it was going. … I was trapped in my thoughts. I was trapped in how I felt about how I felt I was treated. I was trapped with decisions that I made.”